Wednesday, September 26, 2007

..a mish mash..but no running

..still no running.. but on a whim decided to put my car in for a service and had already self dignosed the clutch needed repairing..and yep the clutch needed repairing..and its going to cost me $1000ish.yippee... and i need 4 new tyres(not getting them yet) when i bought the car 3 years ago they put new tyres on... and i have only driven 35000kms..that seems a bit soon for new tyres doesnt it????

anyway..no woe is me.. i choose to have a car and kill the environment..so i also choose to have the associated cost with it

..as to yesterdays post..thanks heaps ..i was feeling pretty down.. i think i was misintepreted by one of my friends though.... i have not been seeing christian for months..i finished it about 4months ago..but it was unofficial and my head probably thought i could stll go back there... i wanted to end it completely and finally and have no option of ever going back to christian..and thats what i did.. and you know what.. today i feel happy-ish.. a big weight has been lifted.. its taken me at least 10 years too long to do...but ..it was already over .but i needed it to be over OVER if that makes sense..i needed that final bit of closure

anyway so a 4.5 km walk back today..achilles a bit niggly but not making me limp..still a bit away from running i suggest..and i just cant seem to get in the pool..
..so it is a quiet little miss joey bean... but one whose emotional health and well being shareholders would have seen the share prices skyrocket.. that monkey is finally off my back LOL
..and sara i hope you went ok at the physio today

7 comments:

Kathryn said...

Cars can be such a pain.

Good to hear you're feeling better - it's like ripping off a bandaid sometimes, isn't it.

MorseyRuns said...

Thanks mate- hope you have sorted out your head about Christian, it sounds complicated when you obviously have someone who you have a big connection with but you can't be near them. Hanging out with my sister tonight but we should catch up soon.

Andrew(ajh) said...

Glad things are sounding better Jo! Cars certainly are a financial drain.

Anonymous said...

Seems that Christian is your Mr Big (if you haven't watched Sex and the City that statement just made no sense). Seriously, you have to grieve a little bit then dust yourself off.

Hope the massage went well, if I have one when I am emotional I end up crying, very weird.

jojo said...

em that is so correct..thats what i always thought when i watched sex in the city.. and it has NOTHING to do with appendages

Kathy said...

LOL, I now feel like I know too much about Christian.

Maybe get a second opinion on the tyres JoJo. Sometimes those car blokes take advantage of unsuspecting customers.

Anonymous said...

((())) to you jojo!! It ain't easy severing (sp) the ties. Take care :)