..jojo becomes an icicle.. brrrrrrr

..you know those runs where your mind is telling you not to do it the WHOLE time.. and then after about 40 mins, your mind and body realise that youre not backing down so it just has to suck it up and get on with it..well thats hte run i had today..except in water
OMG..i struggled today..firstly i tried to go indoor for a swim..forgot it was shut...derr..so i decided to tuff it out....OUTDOORS.... when i say it was cold...f&$K it was cold..even while running
i managed to last the 60 minutes..and plththththt to the person making a comment on wearing a hat in the pool..i dont like rain in my eyes ....OK
Im such a sooky la-la... LOL

anyway i spent a fair bit of time thinking about my bad mood the other day and why i couldnt kick it like usual...and then it hit me.. i would usually go do an hour run and i couldnt.. because i dont like being that person,,,we get a choice in how we react to some things and i dont like behaving like im a baby

am way sore after the massage yesterday...good sore though..i think its worst in the glute medius(cos glute max doesnt fire fast enough)

feel so relaxed after the water work..oh yeah and get to run on the Tan tomorrow..woo hoo

ummmmmmm. still trying to decide what to do about the 'email boy' well if he called.. but he emailed me today.. and started it with ..joanne... i have told him how much i hate being called joanne.. you cant organise your relationships with email.. stupid boy.... anyway...i still dont know what to do if he calls..im not replying to any such stupid email..SERIOUSLY... its not like ive even missed him.. but it is nice to have some intimacy
LOL..no wonder im single... Im so hard to please

anyway i think im going to buy a bzillion vegies..that what i really feel like..mmmmmm
weight today was 61.9 so close to the 61.5 pre injury weight..but no real weight loss last 2 weeks..but it wouldnt surprise me if im retaining a little weight at the mo..given my horrible mood the other day..but i dont really/never really know

oh yeah.. and happy to say i am happy happy jojo :) mwah mwah