Wednesday, August 1, 2007

..bad bad barney

..bad bad barney..
..oh yeah i should explain...i have decided to name my back barney..cos its teribly annoying just like barney the Giant annoying f&^$ing purple thing! and then when im annoyed i can cuss at BARNEY. stupid baney etc etc..that felt good actually..
so barney was having a tanty today (LOL) sore all day..oh yeah and hte back has 8 giant alien circles.. i think the boy(man..not boy) i showed them to last night without hime even asking was a little surprised ..especially since he didnt even ask..hehe..lucky he was cute ;) they are however VERY ugly
..was really sore today to the point where i couldnt contemplate the spinning bike(only allowed to stand anyway)..but i guess thats a result of the back being sore before i ran yesterday and running anyway! so i went swimming...sorry did i say swimming..i did some feeble attempt at it..there was no continuity..just a whole lot of sucking in air..anyway did a stop start 1km(and had to bare the horrible aliens on my back) hope noone was too scared lol

oh and jh..not an english teacher(but i might add, i do use better grammar and spelling than when im on my blog which i make typos all over the place..and too lazy to check..and also y sorry...did i accidentally put on my teacher voice and scare you..hehe ;) oh yeah IM all maths baby!

going to see jay tomorrow to try on her bra..maybe ill get her to take a phot of my alien back..lol

now heres a bit of rambling stuff so feel free to ignore(thats why ive put it at the end.. the other day(saturday) i was pleasantly surprised when i forgot to text my ex for his bday(this is the guy who i have been ah err..casually on again off again ummm you know..for the last 15 years..and it is all unhealthy so i decided earlier this year to STOP..I only went back to him last time after something really HORRIBLE happened so i dont really blame myself for that one... this is the first year in a very long time when i havent seen him for his bday..in fact i didnt even think about visiting him..so thats gotta be good.. theres just too much emotion between us really for it not to screw with my head..as it has on dozens of times over the last decade.. my friends wont believe me cos ive said it so many times..but if i go back there i give anyone i know to give me an almighty slap across my face!
anyway today is also one of those significant days which is y i have been in a contemplative mood about all those things
anyway im gonna leave before i reveal more than i really want to
hopefully my naughty little back will play nicer tomorrow...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well jojo, can i say one suspects barney may treat you a little better if you were a little kinder to him??! He is in this relationship too don't forget and i don't know anyone who reacts kindly to being knocked when they are down..just when he is hurting, you go and knowingly hurt him some more- and we say boys can be cruel!!...LOL - something to think about.....

Well done re the "other" man you discussed, sounds like you are getting there, i hear ya on that one too, so hard to walk away but oh so the right thing to do sometimes....keep strong on that one if you can...

Lecture over for today...love ya mate

Anonymous said...

Jojo, people are going to start talking about us :0)

For anyone questioning about the bra sentence, Jo is coming over to try on one of my Enell bras so that she can get an idea of size and whether she feels comfortable wearing one...phew, got that one cleared up!!!

And listen to the wise words of Joey....very true!

JH said...

It must be strange being a girl.

I can't imagine going over to AJH's place to try on his running shorts. Not that I have anything against Andrew's shorts in particular, I'd just rather stick to my own.