:(

got some bad news today. my 'oma' (grandmother) has had a fall, and potentially a stroke. prognosis is not good-dad thinks maybe a few days, but there is a very slight possibility it could turn around, dad has asked us not to come and visit as he thinks seeing her in that state is not a good idea..so a bit down really-a bit teary

weekend:
ran half hour yesterday, and 1 hour today-feet are still very sore-been sore on the balls for a while(nothing to worry about-just lots of racing in spikes last 3 weeks)
well we went to warrnambool-read stu's blog for longer version
i volunteered and helped out for an hour yesterday, and about 2 1/2 hours today ferrying sheets back and forth before i got told off! apparently i behaved unethically. i am really quite annoyed with this turn of phrase-im a volunteer -at no stage was i told if someone asked to see the sheet i was carrying that i could not show them. anyway one of the people from my club asked(and HOW am i supposed to say no-and why would i anyway?????????????? its about to be public notice anyway? but she did make a ruckus bcos her daughter came 8th which then meant other people heard-and then i got told off when i went to the office-i was flabbergasted and extremely annoyed-unethical-bull crap-maybe not appropriate(well maybe if i had been TOLD previously) but UNETHICAL, i think not. How dare she cast aspersions as to my morals/ethics. So i went to give stu the heads up before he got called to the office as team manager-no i am not joking
anyway-it wont happen again- a) i did not have a KID competing-so really was just doing it out of generosity! and b) i wont be volunterring again-i am too unethical! if it was a schools comp and someone asked for results-it would be shown to the other teachers!
-had considered taking stus non competing sons to the beach during the day-but given when stu isnt around, they dont exactly listen to what i say, it wasnt going to happen.

anyway-it HAD and i repeat HAD been a really good weekend, up until half hour before the end, and then i got the phone call about my grandmother- so feeling a bit blah, yet trying to gee myself up for the first day with most of my classes