...ooooh somebody called me little..how exciting

..evrybody who knows me knows im not little...not hideously fat or anything but little is definitely a stretch.....
..well today the nurse has gone only 1g..gee... oh i guess youre only a little thing arent you(the two nurse who i had today were RATHER on the lare size)... i didnt mind getting called that!!! as im having wieght feak outs. trying to be very good(no scales here :( but i dont think ive put on weight...trying to be good... only had 3 stale maltesers instead of a million(use by dec 07..lol) after lunch today so thats an improvement

ok the boring medical stuff... last night was a bit weird in bed...my heart was kinda racing...i kept waking up and im not sure if i had a fever or what but i was a bit wooozy and feeling weird
..anyway today ..no fever good BP 110/60 (yesterday 120/80) pulse 60(high for me but considering yesterday it was 76!!!!!! that shows im not 100% usually low 50s when sitting around during the day
very happy with cellulitis....yay... im winning that battle
..she said the wound was looking ok and not to get too stressed..maybe the purple skin would just fall off-even though this would mean a horrible scar-all the nurses have said different things but i like her version best...lol... if i can avoid having further stuff dug out of my knee then that would be preferable.... just scab you silly KNEE..pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaseas stated ..didnt have dinner with CG last night...tried NOT to put the hard word on him because apart from anything he had a shit day himself..and at the end of the day, if someone doesnt want to do something(or cant)- then i dont want them to do it...people should never feel beholden.i know what that feels like and it is shit. i will stay at his house n friday and that will be nice because hopefully by then it may be last day of antibiotics and i may be able to have a wine... and maybe i will be in a better mood by then and maybe...just maybe i may even be able to venture out of trackies...lol.....yes miss j is doing her detox at hte moment!!!!no wine..... bit of course a whole lot of WHINE at the moment...yes it is an oldie..my fave ex boyfriend used to always use that one..he was a very funny irish guy-good singer tooo.... i was his little groupie...i had this great top with GROUPIE written across it..it was awesome....we're still friends actually
anyway i digress
good news on the whole,,, they changed the thing in my arm..dug around for a while trying to insert on the right..no good so put it in the left instead...but in a very awkward spot..right on teh elow crease so very difficult to bend left arm..what a disaster i am... im always amazed at how apologetic they are..im soo sorry... you know if it hurts or whatever,,theyre just doing their job!!! its not their fault i tripped over the damn chain!!!
im going to start having nightmares about chains!!!!!
and yes stu..next time i may well choose to run on concrete rather than some dodgy path..turns out it wasnt better for my joints after all-certainly not MY DAMN KNEE JOINT.... lol..see i must be feeling better...im making a joke about it
today may even be the first day i manage to laugh...someone just needs to be funny