..what day is it???

..having a 6 day timetable confuses the heck out of me..i now think in terms of day 1 -6 rather than mon-fri so i never seem to know any more what day is...it hurts my poor little brain..lol

had a good day today...although deciding to wear really large heeled boots wasnt he greatest idea..back a tiny bit tight.. i stoppped midway on the stairs just to check how hogh they are..no didnt think to check at the top...anyway as i was checking i noticed that there was a sticker on the back of my pants..it said Great Value..lol(it had come of this nice 2 pack of seamless undies) had to have a laugh..thanks god i saw it before i ventured in double year 12's... shakes head

..no exercise at all today..have a dry cough,bit listless and ..and have a cold sore(start of_ thats the 2nd one this year..have only had about 6 ever!!!!so too close together..for my liking...think ill go for a long run tomorrow..
anyway thats about it for today..
..ohhh and its nece to finally have access to my cash again..no money for two days was driving me nuts..had to scrabble around in my car today to find some money for lunch.... i dont do the not enough money thing very well any more im afraid..im such a spoilt little brat..shopping this weekend..yaaaaaaaaaay
..sooo vegies galore for me for the next few days..and echinacea,garlic,zinc and C...am a bit lack lustre..some people actually prefer me in this mood

..it's a long long road back little jojo

..my back often decides to remind me of this when my brain starts acting all foolish..
..for those of you who know me, you know it was REALLY hard to give away my squash racquet(albeit temporary)..but equally you know im not to be trusted..i am weak.. i cant tell you how many times per week i think... i could go do some squash drills and just not tell Lauren..let me just say it is more than there are days in a week..
..anyway as i was driving to training(yes training) these thoughts were rampaging through my brain...
..sigh..and as i had to agree to on msn..(forced..bullied(blackmailed ;) or however you want read that) i will not do squash drills this weekend...OK

anyway went to training and actually did half a session tonight(first time since injury)
0.8km warm up
1km slowish jog, 500m on grassy infield steady,100m jog,200 fastish,100m jog,500m on grassy infield steady,100m jog,200 fastish,100m jog,500m on grassy infield steady,100m jog,200 fastish,100m jog... and rest..all the others did another set..i knew too much for me as the back was a little tender.. it really does like to put me in my place so i did another 1.2kms cool down (only did 300m or so of the jog throughs while they skippd etc) so about 6km altogether..
grumble grumble..stupid barney..thinks hes the king of hte castle and im the dirty rascal.. and for all intents and purposes he is RULING THE ROOST..if your confused barney is the back!
ok im done..i think i might have a wine..and do some...hang on...oh yeah...homewoork...hehe but in a MUCH MUCH better mood today
miss josephine

..one of those days

..it was just one of those days today..
it started off really badly..a drama queen making a big deal out of nothing..whoch really p'd me off and then the day just never got any better than that! my brain was mush..and i was making stupid careless mistakes..
..hmmmm i should just go to bed so they day is over..but i have hours of homework..ok enough b-ing and moaning...
..had a massage today which was great..even worked a little on the quads..everything is progressively getting less tight each time..
..oh yeah and today should have been a great day..first day in ages WITHOUT a sore back..actually feels prety good..so i will concentrate on that and try REALLY hard to stop being a cranky la-la..
..anyway struggling to keep eyes open..going to have a bath..check out my cupping marks..then come back and do a bucketload of homework..and the no credit card thing is driving me crazy..ive had to spend all my cash on things i put on my cc..and i had already moved my cash over to my 'you cant touch this account'(actually dont have access to) so i have like no cash til thursday..well if i go into the bank i can get it..well maybe wed..i may be tutoring..
okey doke this little sour puss is outa here..maybe i should have had a wine ..as opposed to errr.a whine ..LOL

..girls just cant help themselves..

..lol..i knew today i was going to apub to say goodbye to one of my friends(and i had dated his best friend for 2 years-and knew he was bringing his gf) so whats a girl to do..except spend an inordinate amoutn of time getting ready!!! i even did my make up properly..i might be a real girl AFTER all...lol...the gf was a lovely person..but its always nice if you look better..i know its a girl thing!!!! i did say i was shallow!!!!

anyway sandown went very well.. didnt go quite as fast as i hoped..but ran more to a certain exertion level..29:04 for 6.2kms so 4;40 min/kms..pretty windy and i also ran 5 sec faster in the 2nd lap and felt very strong especially up hte hills

.saw tony (TB) and Em which is always nice :) both sooooo supportive..thanks guys.. didnt manage to bump into stu or sam tho..but hten i ran off as soon as i finished..

to go and have hair and make up trials..big mix up about price so we're going to pay extra(im like..shrug oh well but the other two girls are quite upset..but hey whaddya gonna do...no wonder IM crap at saving)..will post a piccy at the bottom..vic just about had a heart attack when she saw my cupping bruises..had the gorgeous bridesmaid dress taken in....and have brought the shoes home to practice in...was not allowed to take the jewellery home cos vic knows ill lose it..and am under strict instructions as to how to take care of the shoes..hehe..i have such bossy freinds..im still looking for that sign on my head tha says boss me around i really quite like it..
keep looking but cant find it!!!!
watched a terrible DVD last night and had a quiet and relaxing night :)
and after 4 hours at the pub this arvo my homework is not looking like getting done..
so a great weekend...very happy little camper :) :)

..just a quickie

,,just a quickie post as im in a bit of a rush.. only just got home after going and visiting one of my friends whilst a little bit drunk last night...oops.. anyway had left my car at work and on the way home today decided i would pick it up rather than going straight home..about to get on the last stage of the journey(a tram) when it hits me..im wearing the same clothes as last night..and there is bound to be students at the school for sat morning sport..bugger!and it was a bright red skirt so v noticeable..lol.. anyway long story short stopped off and bought a pair of black jeans...and thank god i did..there were millions of the little tackers there! best money spent EVER..actually theyre quite nice..and im officially a size 10 obvioiusly even in my head as i only grab those sizes now!!! woohoo
oh yeah trialling the bras at jays was an absolute cracker..and thanks for the jeans matey! i will buy one of the enells i think
..got racing at sandown today(and am allowed to tootle along at a fair cadence..but am going to back right off after this as i have been havung some sensation in my leg that im not happy with..
then i run from the race to the shower to my car to get my hair and makeup done..if i get a piccy ill pop it up..i think we're even doing the whole dress thing today///and fortunatey mine is getting taken in a little bit too!
anyway gotta rock and roll.hope everyone has a GREAT day..im gonna..as im already in a very good mood
jojo
eek:just cancelled my credit card..feel a bit lost without..surely i can last 5 days..cant i.....surely

..i dont like getting in trouble

..well not trouble..i dont like doing the wrong thing..cos im a fretter and i fret about things..which is why when i behave in amanner i dont like(not work related) then i stress and fret and freak about it.. anyway pretty sure i annoyed a friend yesterday..im sure they will get over it but i cant believe what a moron i am sometimes...
..anyway to clarify/..as jay seemed a little worried..im tryin on jay's bra cos they are like $100 to order online so i just dont wanna fork out without seeing what it feels like..and we moght have a small drink while im there..and oi hafta show someone my hideous circles on my back!!!!
..anyway one of my colleagues asked me to come and run the 'bouley' (boulevard) and hes like its 3.4 kms..very difficult when you dont know the course and one of your year 12' si running..he beat me which is good..he pb'd by over a minute..beat me by a minute actually..hehe anyway ran 20;42 and there is NO way that was 3.4 kms..i was tootling along..had to be 4kms..im definitely going to have to work it out..there is no no no no way i ran that slow for that much exertion...
anyway apparently its still the fastest he has for a staff member doing it..wonder how long before theyll have some males coming to run it so a female staff member doesnt have it...lol
..so all prepped for tomorrow.. just about to head off to galpal jay's, and then on a bit of a pub crawl straight from work..yay..not a biggie..running on saturday...and i think im allowed to move it along a little..my physio definitely mentioned 4;30..(there may have been a DO NOT GO FASTER than..which is no worries)just a matter if i can ,aintain it..i know i can maintain 4:40 will be disappointed if i cant manage 4;30
..may edit later with a photo
jojo
much better mood than yesterday..the whole christian thing(ex) does my head in occasionally

..bad bad barney

..bad bad barney..
..oh yeah i should explain...i have decided to name my back barney..cos its teribly annoying just like barney the Giant annoying f&^$ing purple thing! and then when im annoyed i can cuss at BARNEY. stupid baney etc etc..that felt good actually..
so barney was having a tanty today (LOL) sore all day..oh yeah and hte back has 8 giant alien circles.. i think the boy(man..not boy) i showed them to last night without hime even asking was a little surprised ..especially since he didnt even ask..hehe..lucky he was cute ;) they are however VERY ugly
..was really sore today to the point where i couldnt contemplate the spinning bike(only allowed to stand anyway)..but i guess thats a result of the back being sore before i ran yesterday and running anyway! so i went swimming...sorry did i say swimming..i did some feeble attempt at it..there was no continuity..just a whole lot of sucking in air..anyway did a stop start 1km(and had to bare the horrible aliens on my back) hope noone was too scared lol

oh and jh..not an english teacher(but i might add, i do use better grammar and spelling than when im on my blog which i make typos all over the place..and too lazy to check..and also y sorry...did i accidentally put on my teacher voice and scare you..hehe ;) oh yeah IM all maths baby!

going to see jay tomorrow to try on her bra..maybe ill get her to take a phot of my alien back..lol

now heres a bit of rambling stuff so feel free to ignore(thats why ive put it at the end.. the other day(saturday) i was pleasantly surprised when i forgot to text my ex for his bday(this is the guy who i have been ah err..casually on again off again ummm you know..for the last 15 years..and it is all unhealthy so i decided earlier this year to STOP..I only went back to him last time after something really HORRIBLE happened so i dont really blame myself for that one... this is the first year in a very long time when i havent seen him for his bday..in fact i didnt even think about visiting him..so thats gotta be good.. theres just too much emotion between us really for it not to screw with my head..as it has on dozens of times over the last decade.. my friends wont believe me cos ive said it so many times..but if i go back there i give anyone i know to give me an almighty slap across my face!
anyway today is also one of those significant days which is y i have been in a contemplative mood about all those things
anyway im gonna leave before i reveal more than i really want to
hopefully my naughty little back will play nicer tomorrow...